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dont have feeling for anything is what i am..dont know to be happy, sad, scared, nervous, proud, anxious, or whatsoever..but for sure there's a "miss" feeling ! :D

numbers

3 and 8!!

lolx!!!

i just found this picture funny..and i really wanna look for this place and go check it out..would be sooooooooooooo cccccooooooooooool to live at this street man!




sitting in class now blogging..why?? coz today is LAST DAY OF CLASSES and only the one and only superasiaman showed up to this class which is optional for student to come or not..

how many left?

its another 4 and 9 left in the counting process..days are passing rapidly everyday for some reason i don't know why..and i really don't know if i should be happy or sad for it..i really hope i don't regret my next move and i know that God will always be there to guide and be at my side..and i know He can also make things happen and i pray that he will make the way for me!!

anyways, try listening to this song by chris tomlin and matt maher titled your grace is enough - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q9yrlYk-Bao

Great is Your faithfulness oh God
You wrestle with the sinner's heart
You lead us by still waters and to mercy
And nothing can keep us apart

So remember Your people
Remember Your children
Remember Your promise
Oh God

Your grace is enough
Your grace is enough
Your grace is enough for me

Great is Your love and justice God
You use the weak to lead the strong
You lead us in the song of Your salvation
And all Your people sing along

So remember Your people
Remember Your children
Remember Your promise
Oh God

Your grace is enough
Your grace is enough
Your grace is enough for me (x2)

So remember Your people
Remember Your children
Remember Your promise
Oh God

Your grace is enough
Your grace is enough
Your grace is enough for me

Your grace is enough
Heaven reaching down to us
Your grace is enough for me
God I see your grace is enough
I'm covered in your love
Your grace is enough for me
For me

and also better is one day by kutless - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cNNQQGScPS4
(this video has a medley with we fall down at the end)

How lovely is
Your dwelling place
Oh Lord Almighty,
For my soul doth long
And even faint
For You
Oh, here my heart
Is satisfied (is satisfied)
Within Your presence
I see beneath
The shadow of
Your wings

Better is one day in Your courts
Better is one day in Your house
Better is one day in Your courts
Than thousands elsewhere
Better is one day in Your courts
Better is one day in Your house
Better is one day in Your courts
Than thousands elsewhere
(Than thousands elsewhere)

One thing I ask,
And I would seek,
To see Your beauty
To find You in
The place Your glory dwells
(One thing I ask)
One thing I ask
And I would seek,
To see Your beauty
To find You in
The place Your glory dwells

Better is one day in Your courts
Better is one day in Your house
Better is one day in Your courts
Than thousands elsewhere
Better is one day in Your courts
Better is one day in Your house
Better is one day in Your courts
Than thousands elsewhere
(Better is one day)
Better is one day in Your courts
Better is one day in Your house
Better is one day in Your courts
Than thousands elsewhere
Better is one day in Your courts
Better is one day in Your house
Better is one day in Your courts
Than thousands elsewhere

(My heart and flesh cry out)
My heart and flesh cry out
For You, the Living God
Your Spirit's water to my soul
I've tasted, and I've seen
Come once again to me
I will draw near to You
I will draw near to You
To You

Better is one day
Better is one day
Better is one day
Than thousands elsewhere
Better is one day in Your courts
Better is one day in Your house
Better is one day in Your courts
Than thousands elsewhere

and also this chris tomlin's indescribable - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7PTvr755V8s

From the highest of heights to the depths of the sea
Creation's revealing Your majesty
From the colors of fall to the fragrance of spring
Every creature unique in the song that it sings
All exclaiming

Indescribable, uncontainable,
You placed the stars in the sky and You know them by name.
You are amazing God
All powerful, untamable,
Awestruck we fall to our knees as we humbly proclaim
You are amazing God

Who has told every lightning bolt where it should go
Or seen heavenly storehouses laden with snow
Who imagined the sun and gives source to its light
Yet conceals it to bring us the coolness of night
None can fathom

Indescribable, uncontainable,
You placed the stars in the sky and You know them by name
You are amazing God
All powerful, untamable,
Awestruck we fall to our knees as we humbly proclaim
You are amazing God
You are amazing God

Indescribable, uncontainable,
You placed the stars in the sky and You know them by name.
You are amazing God
All powerful, untamable,
Awestruck we fall to our knees as we humbly proclaim
You are amazing God
Indescribable, uncontainable,
You placed the stars in the sky and You know them by name.
You are amazing God
INCOMPARABLE, unchangeable
You see the depths of my heart and You love me the same
You are amazing God
You are amazing God


...i hope you guys enjoy these songs..those are the songs that are currently ringing in my head at least..peace out

counting days

it has been a while since i started counting numbers but as for now the numbers a little and the day is coming soon..i cant wait for so many things to happen though..

places to eat in vancouver

if you ever come to vancouver and wonder where to go eat? here are some nice places to go
1. cactus club
2. earls
3. red robins
4. fat burger

what to eat there?
1. cactus club - hot wings, served by super hot waitresses at times (most of the time)
2. earls - chilli chicken on jasmine rice, served by hot waitresses most of the time too
3. red robins- whiskey river bbq burger, comes with bottomless fries (it means you can keep eating; not if doesn't have a rear end)
4. fat burger- all their burgers are nice!! but they're just fat

according to my friends and our observation, cactus club and earls have the hottest and sexiest waitresses compared to ALL other food outlet in vancouver. and it is official that BC chicks are the hottest chicks you can find in canada!

these are my local favourites aside from those i always go like japanese or mongolian or labanese..

so much for talking about where to eat..will miss these food soon..wendy's, carl jr and tony roma's in malaysia will never be near any of these you can find here!

festival of lights

this was China's display


more of China


SMOKE MORE AND BITCH LESS!!!!

this is Dan recollecting is childhood dreams and fulfilling is "dream" to be a fireman!


koushan and superasiaman at superasiaman's official last 10days at CC!!

no more pictures for you guys..wait till i come back..

more than anyone

i'm gonna love you more than anyone! i'm gonna hold you closer than before..yes! this is what i said!! love you la..ok?can?

God's wonders

here are just some picture's of God's wonderful creations..his very own work of art..all i could do was to stand there and to be amazed by the works of his hands! really and eye opener to me..this was taken up at Nairn Falls, Whistler, Canada.

recent updates

here's a picture of CC's principle, Trevor Toone (roone-y), Faris (second captain), Bahman (coach), superasiaman (captain).. and our medals and trophy!

Dan,Amir,Superasiaman..the "gay" gang..

Superasiaman and Superpersianman ..chinaban and taliban

group discussion between the captain and school staffs after the game! superasiaman, bahman, trevor, lyz, and zeef!

here are just some of the pics and updates i have..other than that there's nothing else..18 days to go!!!

random

oh sneap! im really scared to face my future for now seriously for some reason i don't know. its just some inside conscience that is whispering through my mind that scares me most. but nonetheless, life goes on, but the the bitchy way!
i will miss all my friends here for sure and i will honestly say i dont miss anyone back there as much as i would want to think except for only one person. since i got here, i never felt that malaysia was my home anymore except for where my own house is.thats all! in other words, i dont feel that back there is my home anymore. i dont have the feeling that i once knew you guys or we were friends cause i honestly lost it all over the past half year. i thought that i could rely on you guys to be my loyal friends but it turns out that i only found one and that's the only soul that i really appreciate! -aside from my family of course.
apparently i was told that i am preferred as the big bear compared to a smaller sized whatever-you-want-to-call-me.
this post is jumping from one point to another without actually making any sense but as the title suggest, "random".so bits here and there.

moved!

so i have moved today on july 1st from the north shore to downtown vancouver!

CISA Finals here we come!!

for the first time in columbia college's history the soccer team have made it to the finals! never before have the soccer team got through to the finals. it is always at the semi-finals at most and then the team goes crashing out. but not this time. we scored goals as if it was a badminton game or a tennis game. we played 8 games in total and won 7 of it. we lost one because we dint have enough players but it dint really matter anyways as we have already qualified from our group. here's how we fared in all our 8 games:

first game- 11-1 (won)
second game- 7-1 (won)
third game- 11-1 (won)
fourth game- 8-1 (won)
fifth game- 3-0 (won)
sixth game- 4-3 (lost)
seventh game (quarter-finals) - 7-2 (won)
eight game (semi-finals) - 7-3 (won)

as you can see, the scores were unrealistic but it was made real by us! 51 goals in 8 games. i scored a couple of them. not bad for a defender okay??!! i must say the most exciting game en route to the finals is the semi-finals game. a really intense game which required each and everyone of us to give our best.

here's the summary of the game. game kicks-off. first attack and they scored. second attack and they scored again. within the first two minutes of play they were 2-0 up. wtf man??!! we got one back a couple of minutes later. but right after that we conceded a penalty and they were 3-1 up within the first ten minutes. dint give up and we managed to snatch one back just before half -time. so first half score was 3-2. all of us were pissed off at ourselves for letting in cheap goals but our team spirit were still burning in us and to drive us to play harder for the second half. second half started. was a tough half and very intense but guess what?? we banged in another 5 goals and conceded nothing to make the final score 7-3! credits to our players for not giving up at all and scored in every possible attempt we got and to our opponents who made us work our asses off. we got the news that this team beat the brazillian team in the quarter-finals but little did we know they beat the brazillians 12-3. what a game it was. really the best game i've played so far! i was really put under a lot of pressure as the captain of the team to motivate the players and not allowing anyone of us to give up. celebration started as if we had already won the finals as none of us expected our team to get this far! 1 history created- make it to the finals for the first ever time. 1 more to create- be crowned champions for the first ever time in the school's history!

as for my part in the school team, i was new to the college as everyone knows, and had cert from malaysia to prove that i played soccer and was in school teams for the past few years and played competitively. cc's soccer coach approached me and asked me if i could come for the tryouts and asked me which position i played etc. so i went for the tryouts. the next day he posted the selected players names on the internet and mine was on and next to it there was an indication saying "second captain". i thought it was a privilege. first tourney we joined since i got in the team we crashed out in the semi-finals. but this second tournament, i was selected as the captain. imagine a kinda new and youngest player selected as captain as compared to the rest of the team who has been there for the past few semesters or even years. i must say it is really a privilege and a honour, and a great experience for me to lead this amazing group and talented people from all over the world to the finals of this tournament! next task is to win it! will update more later on!

what hurts me the most?

you wanna know what hurts me the most? its when you get the mother of all suckiest feeling right now. im not saying that you should not or should stop telling me this but it hurts me to know that you're going through all this times. it kinda draws my attention from whatever i may be doing to worry bout you seriously; just hoping that you'll be okay soon is already a pain to bear. for now i really wish i could go back this instant and at least bring you out from that misery but you and i know it cannot happen now. not this instant at least- but very soon! just remember i'll always be here by your side near or far to go through whatever you may be going through. i just dont wanna see you going through this times like this facing such misery in life. and i seriously dont like it when you have to get all this. not that we could do anything about it but i just wish it didn't have to be you. just try not to be bothered too much by what others have to say; you can always choose not to be bothered by me as well :) but just dont let all these pessimistic thoughts and feelings get into you okay? promise you'll take good care??!!

always put a smile on your face even though you really dont want to okay?

a long post

as the title suggest, this is gonna be a long (i think) post. june kicked off with soccer league tourney which is nothing near the effed up one we played last. im glad its not. its much more organized and professionally done this time. getting the news that we've been drawn in group a along 5 other teams and we're glad to escape the other strong team which was drawn in group b. week 1 kicked off with 2 games. first, against vancouver community college and second vancouver career college. the names of the schools sounds strong eh? nah, sooo wrong. first game 11-1 win. i was thinking our just got lucky; second game came and boom!, 7-1 this time. its beginning to look like were good, its just not luck. week 2 came and we played another 2 games which we won- again, this time another 11-1 and 3-0. week 3 came and all we needed was a win to secure a place in the finals and won did we. 8-1 this time but the team we played were better than the other teams but we still outplayed them. tomorrow will be our last group game and a win would mean that we won all our games and secured full points in the group stages heading into the finals. so, goal counts after 5 games? 11+7+11+3+8 = 40 goals in 5 games. average of 8 goals per game. not bad at all!




almost the whole team here

just before we scored our 11th goal


so much for soccer(football!). had paintball last week and it was nice. went with a whole bunch of school friends and had lots of fun. of coz it cost lots of money as well. overall, good fun.



myself and rob (malaysia & "south malaysian")

L-R: Alfonso,Rob,Me,Sean,Koushan,Mario




school days for june was just like other days, quizzes here and there, activities going on in school,
hanging around with friends, chilling around, and best of all BITCHING around with friends.

have been talking to someone back home a lot more lately which i must say im appreciating it a lot more as well. i know our expenses would increase a lot for sure this period of time. but i dont really care. i dunno if you do but im fine with it. i know hard times is what you're facing now and at times you dont even know where to run. like i told you before, if you have anything at all let me know or just go to sleep! *you know what i mean right?. talking with you have also brought back the joy in me and also planting more. it gives me back the confidence and boldness to know that when i get back there, you'll be there :) and vice versa i hope. remember our food marathon deal ok??!!

signing off.