random

oh sneap! im really scared to face my future for now seriously for some reason i don't know. its just some inside conscience that is whispering through my mind that scares me most. but nonetheless, life goes on, but the the bitchy way!
i will miss all my friends here for sure and i will honestly say i dont miss anyone back there as much as i would want to think except for only one person. since i got here, i never felt that malaysia was my home anymore except for where my own house is.thats all! in other words, i dont feel that back there is my home anymore. i dont have the feeling that i once knew you guys or we were friends cause i honestly lost it all over the past half year. i thought that i could rely on you guys to be my loyal friends but it turns out that i only found one and that's the only soul that i really appreciate! -aside from my family of course.
apparently i was told that i am preferred as the big bear compared to a smaller sized whatever-you-want-to-call-me.
this post is jumping from one point to another without actually making any sense but as the title suggest, "random".so bits here and there.