most expensive day out

well, today was awesome day! most expensive day ever here in vancouver man..all thanks to one of my best buddy here, eugene tan! went to gotham steakhouse for dinner and had 24oz of bone-in rib steak! and it was bloody freaking AWESOME!! after that went for tropic thunder by ben stiller..another cool movie..and then cactus club!! wheee...i will miss that place man!! but with all that fun, there is a price to pay and it cost about rm350 in total!! and in just like 6 hours of a night out..a day i will never forget!! THANKS EUGENE!!


here's a picture of eugene!!hahahahahaha

yet another result out!

so, went to the airport last night and sent someone off..woke up today went to school and chilled out..checked the net for any recent marks update and poof! i got a B for English Lit (short stories and poems)..yeah so another reason to celebrate..this semester is definitely a better semester than the semester before! better gpa, better marks, a better student too!! am i happy?? hell yeah!! another reason to enjoy myself even more~~

2 results out and i'm still standing!

yes, you all know my math is bad and micro-econs has all to do with math yet, i managed to pass the course with a D..not good but better than a fail for sure!! i know i dint do well, but nonetheless i put in my best effort to do my best! com science? dint expect to do well but turned out wrong! i got good marks i guess..i got a B and i scored pretty good marks in my microsoft access which is part of the finals! i got 29/32 for it..and for all this, who should i feel thankful to and for? first of all is God as well, coz without Him, how would you think i would do?? im sure horrible right?!? secondly, my parents for not giving up on me and always having faith in me for making it through all this! thanks to the rest of you who had supported me, but the rest of you who hoped i would fail, FLAT HOPES!!hahahahaha

thanks

thanks to my mom some of my exam stress are relieved a little..explained my situation to her and she understood my point and yet she still encouraged me..so yeah! a little happier..and it for sure makes the difference!

sucky day

so yesterday was first day of finals. and econs 103- screwed..mass comm 130- partially screwed..and internet at home was down..but wat to do?? stealing internet..cant help it..so here i am at amir's stealing his internet! peace out! 2 down 2 to go..

an eye opener sunday

yes, its a sunday but this sunday was a spectacular one and an eye opener to me!really taught me a lot although it was just a few minutes..so, we had a group of youth led by an english missionary who visited our church today..shared their experience, love and also really taught me how to appreciate god and people more..this group of youths ranged from the age of 12-18 were with us today and they're all from Israel, Palestine, Argentina, Arab and Jerusalem..and they all speak Hebrew..however, i am really amazed by their english as well..flawless i must say!! so they did a couple of presentations and dance for us..shared their life experience with us which really touched me a lot..they are seriously really nice people..although i just met them for a couple of hours but the feeling of brotherhood and sisterhood could be felt..and it only happens because of god!! since when in the media can you find and see that Israel and Palestine can go well together..NEVER!! i guess the media's critics were all wrong!! these youths here come from different backgrounds, races, and even countries, yet they are best of friends i can see!!only through god i can see these things happening..and yes, they were not afraid to declare that only god can bring peace to the world and He's the only reason they are together as a group of youth now! here are some summary of what i made on their testimonies..


Nabeel (Palestine) - accepted christ 8 years ago together with his parent..they were strong muslim followers before..one night in his dad's sleep, his dad saw a man clothed in white asking him to "follow Me"..not knowing what it was, his dad went and meet an imam at the mosque and asked about the man clothed in white..the imam explained that it was Jesus..but the imam said that islams dont believe in Jesus, only God..the imam continued by saying, "yes, it is Jesus but no matter what just dont stop praying to God"..and again for the past few nights in his dad's sleep, his dad keeps seeing the Man clothed in white calling him to "follow Me"..this time he went to a church to look for the priest..and the priest helped them a lot in taking this step of faith..and his dad then accepted Christ and became a believer, later bringing him, Nabeel himself to church with him and he too is a believer now..his mom comes along sometimes but is still having problems accepting it..Nabeel's personal request to all of us was "Please pray for my mom that she too would accept Christ and be a believer and to be saved"..so to whoever is reading this, please join together and pray for him and his mother as he requested us to do so..as he was sharing, i could see tears rolling down numerous people's face and even my eyes got watery..you could see in his face and in his eyes the strong desire in him to help his mom be a believer..i can feel it in him even while we were praying the burning heart of his for God..

Kosta (Israel) - was born in UK but moved to Israel when he was 2. was not a christian before and he became one about 8 years ago! he was ashamed and afraid to tell people that he was a christian because he might get beaten up,mocked or even life threatened. 6 years ago he was at a camp and he said " i could feel the holy spirit just struck me and their anointing were upon me. now, not only i dare to say im a christian, but i am also not afraid to go out and share the word of god with to friends and they were muslims!!"..he also claims that "only our god is mighty to save"..see the power of god when you put everything upon His hands??

Yulia (Israel) - one of her best friend was on the bus on the way to school when they had a terror attack in which killed her best friend. "i was filled with hatred for all arab people" is what she described the moment when she found out that her best friend was killed. her eyes turned red and tears started flowing but she continued sharing "something very personal to me [her]"..she was in summer camp with the christian youths from Israel, Palestine, Arab, Jerusalem..she said "i could not even look at the arab youths..i was so filled with hatred to the arabs that i cannot even look at them..although it was not their fault but because the terror attacks was the work of the arabs and they connected to the muslim arabs somehow, i just hated them so much..but it was just then god opened up my heart and reminded me to 'love your enemies'..and now i am proud to say that i have lost all those hatred and some of my best friends now are arabs"...this was really one hell of a experience for me to hear..i dare to say when listening to this, tears actually lingered in my eyes for a bit..really sweet girl she is..

Or (Israel) - a typical jewish guy with a hebrew name with a huge passion for christ and you can see in him when he worships he love for god..believes that only god can bring peace to the world and only through Him that all things can me made possible..

David (Israel) - pretty much preached and said that "we should allow god to put a vision in us and when you allow Him to do that, he will make the way and open up the doors for you"..at only 16, he dares to speak so highly about got and his expression while talking about god is as if you're seeing a famous preacher preaching the words of god! a truly great guy which im glad to have met.

There were a couple more youths that were there that shared as well but they spoke in hebrew..these few were born in argentina but moved away to israel. they were all really nice people and spoke highly of god and stand proud of it!

here are just some pictures of them..

its "over"..

yes, i can say that this is the stage our friendship is right now..pretty much "over"..never find ourselves talking but its okay..you know why? coz i guess if we were talking, things wouldn't be this way. i'm actually enjoying myself here with the friends i have..some lame ass jokers and "gay ass" friends..amir, danial, mooki, superasiaman..the 4 musketeers i must say..everyday we spend our time laughing for some or sometimes no apparent reason.. i guess because there is "no connection" to my "past life" back in malaysia, i get to enjoy my present life now a lot more..i just don't feel or think of you guys as what i used to..its not gonna be the same i promise you..try talking to me, im sure you wont like it anymore..its unfair to be treated nice if you treat others not too nice..that remember superasiaman's principles of being friends?? you treat me good i treat you good, your treat me like shit, i treat worse than shit!! :) conclusion??!! i'm not sad at where im standing right now..it dont matter to me if you dont appreciate it..all the misconceptions people have..nahh.. have started to talk to andrew wong(church) and jess (college) quite a little bit lately..and its been great talking to them again..but most of all i miss "you" the most!! you know who you are right??....at least i hope..haha..time to sleep..330am now already..


times that will never be forgotten..the "gay" club..hahaha

"oh shit its getting serious"
"bloody hell, its UFC superasiaman vs amir"
*only me and amir would remember this...

ritee....

yea rite..my current status?
where?
-bread garden
which?
-bute and haro
when?
-now
why?
-study,apparently..but watching olympics now.
what?
-what "what"?
how?
-what "how"? im sitting here with my laptop open, notes in front of me, and watching olympics..

thats about it i guess..nothing so interesting..just feeling bored..havent been getting enough sleep lately for some reasons i dont know why..

and i miss youuuuuu...miss you miss you miss you!!

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dont have feeling for anything is what i am..dont know to be happy, sad, scared, nervous, proud, anxious, or whatsoever..but for sure there's a "miss" feeling ! :D

numbers

3 and 8!!

lolx!!!

i just found this picture funny..and i really wanna look for this place and go check it out..would be sooooooooooooo cccccooooooooooool to live at this street man!




sitting in class now blogging..why?? coz today is LAST DAY OF CLASSES and only the one and only superasiaman showed up to this class which is optional for student to come or not..

how many left?

its another 4 and 9 left in the counting process..days are passing rapidly everyday for some reason i don't know why..and i really don't know if i should be happy or sad for it..i really hope i don't regret my next move and i know that God will always be there to guide and be at my side..and i know He can also make things happen and i pray that he will make the way for me!!

anyways, try listening to this song by chris tomlin and matt maher titled your grace is enough - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q9yrlYk-Bao

Great is Your faithfulness oh God
You wrestle with the sinner's heart
You lead us by still waters and to mercy
And nothing can keep us apart

So remember Your people
Remember Your children
Remember Your promise
Oh God

Your grace is enough
Your grace is enough
Your grace is enough for me

Great is Your love and justice God
You use the weak to lead the strong
You lead us in the song of Your salvation
And all Your people sing along

So remember Your people
Remember Your children
Remember Your promise
Oh God

Your grace is enough
Your grace is enough
Your grace is enough for me (x2)

So remember Your people
Remember Your children
Remember Your promise
Oh God

Your grace is enough
Your grace is enough
Your grace is enough for me

Your grace is enough
Heaven reaching down to us
Your grace is enough for me
God I see your grace is enough
I'm covered in your love
Your grace is enough for me
For me

and also better is one day by kutless - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cNNQQGScPS4
(this video has a medley with we fall down at the end)

How lovely is
Your dwelling place
Oh Lord Almighty,
For my soul doth long
And even faint
For You
Oh, here my heart
Is satisfied (is satisfied)
Within Your presence
I see beneath
The shadow of
Your wings

Better is one day in Your courts
Better is one day in Your house
Better is one day in Your courts
Than thousands elsewhere
Better is one day in Your courts
Better is one day in Your house
Better is one day in Your courts
Than thousands elsewhere
(Than thousands elsewhere)

One thing I ask,
And I would seek,
To see Your beauty
To find You in
The place Your glory dwells
(One thing I ask)
One thing I ask
And I would seek,
To see Your beauty
To find You in
The place Your glory dwells

Better is one day in Your courts
Better is one day in Your house
Better is one day in Your courts
Than thousands elsewhere
Better is one day in Your courts
Better is one day in Your house
Better is one day in Your courts
Than thousands elsewhere
(Better is one day)
Better is one day in Your courts
Better is one day in Your house
Better is one day in Your courts
Than thousands elsewhere
Better is one day in Your courts
Better is one day in Your house
Better is one day in Your courts
Than thousands elsewhere

(My heart and flesh cry out)
My heart and flesh cry out
For You, the Living God
Your Spirit's water to my soul
I've tasted, and I've seen
Come once again to me
I will draw near to You
I will draw near to You
To You

Better is one day
Better is one day
Better is one day
Than thousands elsewhere
Better is one day in Your courts
Better is one day in Your house
Better is one day in Your courts
Than thousands elsewhere

and also this chris tomlin's indescribable - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7PTvr755V8s

From the highest of heights to the depths of the sea
Creation's revealing Your majesty
From the colors of fall to the fragrance of spring
Every creature unique in the song that it sings
All exclaiming

Indescribable, uncontainable,
You placed the stars in the sky and You know them by name.
You are amazing God
All powerful, untamable,
Awestruck we fall to our knees as we humbly proclaim
You are amazing God

Who has told every lightning bolt where it should go
Or seen heavenly storehouses laden with snow
Who imagined the sun and gives source to its light
Yet conceals it to bring us the coolness of night
None can fathom

Indescribable, uncontainable,
You placed the stars in the sky and You know them by name
You are amazing God
All powerful, untamable,
Awestruck we fall to our knees as we humbly proclaim
You are amazing God
You are amazing God

Indescribable, uncontainable,
You placed the stars in the sky and You know them by name.
You are amazing God
All powerful, untamable,
Awestruck we fall to our knees as we humbly proclaim
You are amazing God
Indescribable, uncontainable,
You placed the stars in the sky and You know them by name.
You are amazing God
INCOMPARABLE, unchangeable
You see the depths of my heart and You love me the same
You are amazing God
You are amazing God


...i hope you guys enjoy these songs..those are the songs that are currently ringing in my head at least..peace out

counting days

it has been a while since i started counting numbers but as for now the numbers a little and the day is coming soon..i cant wait for so many things to happen though..